I'm doing a bit better now
My days and nights are slowly getting easier to deal with. And I severed all ties with my Ex....I'm just trying not to think about him and pretending like he doesn't exist...makes things a bit easier. If I think about him, I just get upset. And everyone I talked to about it says i'm better off anyway. And I am starting to agree with them. so that's that.
I'm staying away from guys for awhile. I've said this before, but this time? I'm sticking to what I say. This last guy destroyed my heart and my trust and I have no desire to be in another relationship. I am rather enjoying the 'single life' right now. And I've finally gotten through the 'lonely stage' of post-break-up. So I'm starting to enjoy the solitude I have to myself and getting to do whatever I want whenever I want without having to worry about another person. And that's not selfish, it's just me doing what I've NEEDED to do this whole time, TAKE CARE OF MYSELF. For once.
I got new tattoos!!!!!! XD I've got pics posted in my gallery that you can check out
I've got a few ideas for new artwork. Just depends if I get into the mood to make art. Lately I've been watching movies and making bracelets. I'm going to start making a bunch more hemp jewelry to try to sell also I've got a lot of pendants I can use. I mean ALOT. And a shit-ton of beads and basically EVERYTHING to make awesome jewelry with!
And I'm starting my diet today. And going to try to start exercising again. I need to lose 30 pounds. Or at least 20 and get toned. I basically wanna get all ripped and look sexy, but also look like I could kick somebodies ass haha.
Anyway, thought i'd give a short update