Endless

I have a repeditive dream....I can never get to where I am trying to go...I can never reach the person I am trying to reach, and I can never do what I intend to do in these dreams.
Constantly searching, running...it's endless.
What's worse, is there is always something chasing me...someone chasing me.
And I can't ever escape what's after me, let alone reach what I am trying to reach.
It's endless wilderness and darkness and fear...
The worst part? I always get caught...always...
And I feel what's happening to me. I see it in vivid detail. And, I CAN'T wake up.
Then, releif! I'm awake! But...Something isn't right. And the dream isn't over...because I've woken up INSIDE of my dream...and it repeats itself. Over. and over...and over...
Constantly throughout the night.
It's an endless nightmare.
And when I finally do wake up...I don't know reality from fiction...am I REALLY awake?
It's a horrible feeling...

And it happens every night...



This picture made me think of my dreams. Because it seems so surreal in its beauty. And this road seemed never ending. And I got caught up in the beauty around me and forgot about the world...but then I thought, wouldn't it really suck if I got stranded out here and was being chased by an axe murderer???!!? Anyway...that was just my thought process



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